Our Freedom

I wonder,
did you think,
just for a second
about our world
and how its full of lying, dying, and crying
It's hard to believe we are free
But really what are we free from
I don't feel free
Define free for me
Isn't freedom an opinion
You have to feel free to be free
So many of us are trapped
with no way out
People are so pour they are joining the army just to live
even though they know their lives are at risk
What has this world come too
murder, robberies, wars
we aren't safe or free
at least not the way i think or see
children have been desensitized by the lies of the world
what used to be a so called free land
is now gone
at least thats how it seems

Sweet Misery

You make me wonder,
wonder about this life and if it's worth living.
You shut me out of everything.
I just want to help,
help with anything.
I've thought of leaving,
leaving this world
because it mine as well be hell.
The constant fights,
lonely nights,
feeling dread everyday i wake up.
I miss you,
not you know,
the old you i remember,
who was always there,
and always aware,
aware of what you had,
like friends.
But ever since she left you,
you wont talk to me.
You say no one can love you like her,
but to be honest,
I've loved you forever.
So when you read this you know
how far a true love will go
to wake you up from this slumber.
I'll love you know and forever.

Forever

I gaze upon the stars that are twinkling in your eyes,

you always know and can see through my disguise.

I want to feel your warm embrace,

and your warm, soft lips pressed against my face.

Your hands which sooth my fragile soul,

your love is what keeps my once broken heart hole.

I couldn't go a day without your words.

The three words that make amends for my mind,

you say those words so softly and kind.

You are and always will be my guilty pleasure, 

i wish to keep you as mine forever.

A once fragile, lonely, lost girl,

has been fixed and freed to join you in your world.

The passion between us is one to tell them all.

With you by my side I know I will never fall.

You're all I could ask for in a man,

my boyfriend, but also my closest friend.

You mean the world, the stars, everything to me.

Please change this last name and marry me.

I love you is all I need to hear.

I know this is true love, forever my dear.

my minnie mouse blanket

     Pink and black for a young baby girl on her way. My "blanky," was given to me on the day i was born by my mother. I held my Minnie mouse blanket tight at night because it was mine. It was my first blanket that would go everywhere with me for the first two years of my life.
           Every night my mom would give me my blanket to sleep with because without it, I couldn't and wouldn't sleep. When I was finally old enough to remember my mom told me to keep my blanket and pass it down to my daughter or grand-daughter to keep the blanket in the womens generation for years to come. I really hope when I am a mother my daughter, if I have a girl, will come to love her Minnie mouse blanket as much as I did when it was mine.